"I feel reassured, but there is no guarantee." How do women with a future childbearing desire respond to active surveillance of cervical intraepithelial neoplasia grade 2? A qualitative study.

INTRODUCTION: In Denmark, women with a future childbearing desire diagnosed with cervical intraepithelial neoplasia grade 2 (CIN2) are recommended active surveillance instead of excisional treatment. However, we have limited and contradictory knowledge about how active surveillance of CIN2 may affect women emotionally. The aim of this study was to explore thoughts and emotional responses in women undergoing active surveillance of CIN2 and to explore how active surveillance may affect women's future childbearing desire. MATERIAL AND METHODS: This qualitative study was conducted in the gynecological outpatient clinic, the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology, Gødstrup Hospital, Denmark. Women of childbearing age undergoing active surveillance with colposcopy, biopsy and smear every 6 months due to CIN2 were eligible for enrollment. In-depth semi-structured interviews were conducted. The interviews were audiotaped and transcribed verbatim. A thematic analysis was performed using a phenomenological approach. RESULTS: A total of 20 women were included. All women experienced nervousness and anxiety when they were diagnosed with CIN2 initially. Their main concern was whether they had cancer. Most women carried on with their everyday lives with only minor occasional worries about CIN2, often prompted just before check-up. However, some women were particularly nervous and found the period between check-ups frustrating and challenging. Women did not want to postpone their plans for pregnancy because of CIN2, but experienced the worries and check-ups associated with active surveillance as disruptive elements in their family planning. Women preparing for fertility treatment had their startup unnecessarily delayed due to active surveillance of CIN2, as clinical guidelines were inconsistent across subspecialties. Various factors influenced women's emotional well-being: life circumstances, information needs, and mental and physical discomfort during colposcopic examination. CONCLUSIONS: Women felt that worries and check-ups due to active surveillance of CIN2 were disrupting elements in their family planning, although they did not affect their every-day life. Some women, however, were particularly anxious, demonstrating the importance of including women's experiences and preferences in clinical counseling. The fact that fertility treatment was delayed due inconsistent guidelines across subspecialties, suggests a need for a revision of current guidelines.

Yummy Mummy - The ideal of not looking like a mother.

BACKGROUND: Pregnancy and childbirth are important life experiences that entail major changes, both physically, psychologically, socially and existentially for women. Motherhood transition and the accompanying bodily changes involve expectations of body image that are simultaneously naturally and socially produced and culturally informed by public, private and professional discourses about motherhood transition. PROBLEM: Much focus is levelled at the antepartum body in maternity services whereas the postpartum body seems left alone, although bodily dissatisfaction is of concern for many mothers, whose expectations of bodily appearance postpartum are sharp and explicit. AIM: To explore Danish first-time mothers' experiences of their body postpartum, focusing on body image. METHODS: Eleven first-time mothers participated in semi-structured interviews related to the postpartum body image. Data was analysed thematically. FINDINGS: Four themes: (1) Reverting the body: on bouncing back and losing weight; (2) Picturing me: on standards of beauty and ideal bodies; (3) Redefining earlier self-images: on meta-reproachment of the body; (4) Idealisation of not looking like a mother: on societal pressure to think positively. Findings were discussed through the theoretical concepts by Scheper-Hughes and Lock: the body as both individual, social and political. CONCLUSION: Despite nuanced reflections over the body as subject and object, women identified beauty as a personal trait dependent on visual appearance. Bodily beauty was identified as something individual, yet standardised. Women felt strengthened through motherhood but looking like a mother was not considered worth pursuing. To allow for women's contradictory perspectives, caregivers are advised to communicate reflexively about the postpartum body.